Well it’s Monday morning
and I’m not looking forward to my digital class at all. I wonder if this is
what it is going to be like the whole time that I’m in college. There is nothing
but stress and worry, worry about whether you will be able to understand the
next chapters in your book. It just seems like every time that I think I’m ok
I’m not. This class is so much to take in I can now see why they said this was
a hard degree to go for. I just keep telling myself that I will either make it
or fail because I’m not giving up. I just hope it is not that I fail that would
be so hard to come home and tell my kids let alone my old man. It took me
forever to see that I am not this stupid woman that will never amount to
anything. That I have a brain I just have been choosing not to use it. It
wasn’t until I went for my GED that I saw what I could do if I just tried. I
feel like I have come so for but, yet have so far to go. Time will tell and the
future is wide open for me and my family. So tonight before I go to bed I will
start a rotten to pray every night that God gives me the strength to overcome
all the obstacles that may occur along the way. To hold my hand when I’m afraid
to pick me up when I have lost my way. I will end with this, knock and it shall
be open onto you seek and ye shall find.
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