Friday, November 2, 2012

post # 26


Ok, now that I have some time to get in another post I will finish what I was saying earlier about getting some things off my chest.  Like I was saying before I fill so over whelmed with everything right now. I fill like there is this dark cloud over me right now and I’m just standing there waiting on it to rain. I have been feeling like this for the past few weeks I want it to just stop. I thought things were going ok I mean so for I am doing ok in all my classes. The house is not totally trashed yet and most of the chores are done.  I truly don’t get why I fill this way. I don’t know what is worse having the filling are not being able to stop it. I am usually good at controlling my filling as well as what is going on in my life. I am hoping that when I go deer hunting this weekend I get one and maybe that will take the rain cloud away. I have not seen one dear and I have been out at least five times so for. May be I crossed baths with a black cat or stepped under a latter. If anyone has any suggestion pleas help I am willing to do almost anything. Remember I said almost anything so no off the wall stuff. You know I think if I don’t get a dear by Saturday I will just get drunk. That should do the trick you think.

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